My heart starts bleeding when u slapped me on my face. How many times already? for how many times have u shouted at my face ”not happy then get out of my house” .I should have got used to it , but yet I still starts tearing after that. You and daddy always like to take full control of me. And whenever you fails to achieve what you want, you would either say”你是我的女儿吗? 你怎么一点都不像我?” or”不接受的话就滚出去”.And yes, I told u,”你放心我一满18岁马上搬出去.”Yet you slapped me. You are the one who shoos me out of this house, and when I say I’m leaving, you slapped me. I don’t even understand why you are slapping me. Even if I disappeared after listening to your hush words, you also don’t bored to look for me outside, then why slap me? You always like to do things as you wish. You confiscate my hand phone without providing e valid reason. You don’t let me chat on phone at home. you dislike me having friends from the opposite sex.you hate me online-ing msn.you even control what am I wearing to school. Don’t you know I felt so suffocated by your actions...

No say…

I feel like dying again….

the I <3 Vintage @ 5/22/2009.