suffocated..

why must the two of you give me a little hope and destroy it?
i tried very hard to believe that you all care for me,but no matter how many times i tell myself this,i just couldn't believe.
all you guys want is,just take full control me.
from young,no matter what i say you also don't believe.
what do you expect then?
do you care?
do you know how i think and felt when you put those hush words on me?
you claim that no matter what things i share with you,you always have e question mark on whether it is true a not.
yet when i say i will never share anythings with you in the future,u claim that i only take u as e atm machine.
you say i don't need this family.
ya right,very right!why would i need e family that strangle me to death rather than really caring for me...
since you don't even wanna believe..
then why must i fcuking care to explain myself everytime??!!!
i'm really tired.

[{bring me away}]

the I <3 Vintage @ 5/24/2009.